Disappointed

Tell me why wneh I went online he did too.
He started talkin to me, and I didnt want to.
Well, I needed to. I needa confront bout all those bullshits.
So at 1st he pretended like he aint know nothing
But I gave him clues, if you understand Tagalog then good for you.

cena_0312: dupp
tag_queenuno: ano
cena_0312: daya mo inalisan mko kgve
cena_0312: tsk
tag_queenuno: so?
cena_0312: hala aus ahh
tag_queenuno: alam mo sa totoo lang..................
cena_0312: anu??
tag_queenuno: wala
cena_0312: ybng ng dating ahh
cena_0312: ok. sve mu e.........
tag_queenuno: alam mo sama loob ko sayo
cena_0312: bkt?
tag_queenuno: isipin mo
cena_0312: anung icpin ko]

tag_queenuno: bsta
cena_0312: bt hnd mko dretsuhin?
tag_queenuno: ah so gusto mo diretsuhin kita?
tag_queenuno: baka d mo ko masagot pag diniretso kita
cena_0312: ohh anu?
cena_0312: ano bng pwob mo?
cena_0312: bt gnyan ka?>
tag_queenuno: ikaw may problema lester
cena_0312: wala akong problema
cena_0312: ina anu kta?
tag_queenuno: dami mo gagaguhin ako pa, dami mo pag33pan ako pa, dami mong babastusin ako pa. Hindi ko akalain after all these years iba pala tingin mo sakin. AKala ko your one of my real friends pero hndi pla. Bakit ganyan ka? MAbait naman ako sayo ha. Nirerespeto naman kita ha. Pero bakit mo ko ginagago.
cena_0312: huh? hala aus ahh?
cena_0312: anung gnawa ko?
cena_0312: daanng!
cena_0312: ]anu yan gawa kwento?
cena_0312: shitt!
cena_0312: sbhn mo kung anung gnawa ko?
tag_queenuno: Ewan ko sayo. Kung totoo ka sakin dapat alam mo yung maling ginagawa mo.
tag_queenuno: Isipin mo nung umalis ako kagabe cnu dumating?
tag_queenuno: Don mo simulan, matutungtong mo
cena_0312: daaanng! anung ggwn ko!
cena_0312: ahahahaha
cena_0312: nkakatawa ka bhala ka nga wala akung gnawa moniq ang laki ng prob. mo ge2
tag_queenuno: Bkit gs2 mo pkita ko pa sau? Gusto mo mabasa ha?
tag_queenuno: Ano ready ka na?
cena_0312: ahhh i qnow? na
tag_queenuno: Ano
cena_0312: kung wat pwob mo!
cena_0312: ung pnag usapan namin ni eman un b?
tag_queenuno: Ni eman? Bakit sure ka ba na si eman kausap mo nun?
cena_0312: e c eman lng nmn kchat ko khapon tska ikaw?
tag_queenuno: i know. pero sure ka ba na si eman talaga ung kausap mo ha
tag_queenuno: ?
cena_0312: ewan ko?!
cena_0312: bkt cnu b un?
cena_0312: ikaw?
tag_queenuno: Hulaan mo
cena_0312: ahuh!
tag_queenuno: teka
cena_0312: ok.
tag_queenuno: ano nahulaan m n
cena_0312: ikaw nga?
tag_queenuno: cnu pa
cena_0312: ewan ko?
tag_queenuno: Ako nga. ANg hina mo pumick up
cena_0312: ohh bt gamit mo y.m ni eman?
tag_queenuno: Wala ka na dun/
tag_queenuno: Tanung ko sayo bakit ganun ka
cena_0312: soo wat d prob.?
cena_0312: 22o b mga cnbi ko para syo?
cena_0312: dannng!
tag_queenuno: Anong 22o?
cena_0312: kinakarir mo nmn!
tag_queenuno: What do u mean?
tag_queenuno: Ggau alam ko loko lokohan lang natin yun
cena_0312: tska bt kelangan ka mag palit ng y.m
cena_0312: gnagawa mo nmn akung tanga e....
cena_0312: ohh tlga?
tag_queenuno: Pero bakit ganyan ka lester? Porket akala mo c eman kausap mo kung tratuhin mo ko kala mo wala tau pnag samahan
tag_queenuno: Nakakbastos ka eh
tag_queenuno: Gusto mo mabasa?
cena_0312: shitt ngawa mo skn un lupit mo!
cena_0312: wag na alam ko ung mga cnbi ko!
cena_0312: kaw bt gnyan ka?!
cena_0312: gnagagu mo din ako e....
cena_0312: nag ppnggap kpa!
cena_0312: huh!
cena_0312: shitt!
tag_queenuno: Pero lam mo kung nde ako nag panggap nde ko malalaman na ganun ka pla sakin. Iba tingin mo sakin sa harap ng mga kaibigan mo.
tag_queenuno: Walang ganyanan lester. Hndi kita ginaganyan
cena_0312: ewan.................
tag_queenuno: oo nag panggap ako pero may napala nman ako, hndi yung pnag mumuka mo kong tanga
cena_0312: X-(
cena_0312: ohh cnu kya nag mukang tanga?!
tag_queenuno: Ikaw pa galit? Gling mo dn noh. Nirerespeto kita pero ni katiting wala ka pla sakin
cena_0312: akala mo lng un niq.
tag_queenuno: Sayang kala ko isa ka nga sa mga bestfriend ko pero sa mga cnabe mo nun sa ym. Kala mo les, nasktan ako
tag_queenuno: :(
cena_0312: lam mo kung baliwala ka lng d sana hnd ka nmin n pag uusapan ni eman i qnow may nsbi akong mali but sana wag mong karirin dhl lam mu nmn na hnd 22o un dba?!
cena_0312: sorry if nsaktan kta gege tnx s pang ggagu khapon ahh!
cena_0312: ang saya
cena_0312: shitt!
tag_queenuno: Wala naman akong gnagawang masama sau dba? Alam mo yan les. Sobrang lam mo yan. Ung mga lokohan natin alam ko trip trip lng ntn un. AT naiintindhan ko un. Pero sana d ka ganun
tag_queenuno: Sorry kung pra sau gnagu kita. pero les, iba pa dn ung akin. Sakit les, sakit sakit
cena_0312: ok. kung hnd mko bbgyan ng chance para mag sorry syo! ayt! ako nlng iiwas nkakahiya nmn bumaliok pa ulit ng hnd pinapatawad! iwas nlng ako!
cena_0312: sorry ahh
tag_queenuno: hndi ko nman cnabe na d kta pnapatawad eh dba. nde ako ganunng tao les. nasaktan lng tlaga ko. d ko akalain un. sana les wla ng ganunan. sna lng. plss
cena_0312: ge bye! i qnow masama loob mo skn! k. tanggap ko! but masama din loob ko syo dhl hnd mo alam ang ng yayri d2! gege ingats nlng bye!
cena_0312: :(
tag_queenuno: anung nangyayare? sabihin mo sakin.
cena_0312: no nid
cena_0312: bye
tag_queenuno: so ikaw na galit ngaun? wow
cena_0312: sbhn mo n lht ng gusto mong sbhn gege out nko! bd3p!
tag_queenuno: whatever


So, I kinda feel bad testing him and making him look stupid. But I gained something from doing that. He said I mean a lot to him. I dont know if I should believe him. We been tight since the beginning. I treated him as one of my bff and one of my closest guy friends. But how could he do all this to me? How could be so different when hes talking to his friends and me? I dont know, too much stuff happening in my life this year. I stay smilin though which is a good thing.

Im soo happy for the fact that I dont carry all this thanngs too much. I dont get derpressed and cry bout shit all the time. Thats one of the best thinng i havee though. Well, I feel kinda good when he apologized but im really disappointed on him. I cant imagine me and him as enemies. I really dont. We have so many plans, we had so many good times. I dont wanna lose him for his stupidness. I love him, hes my friend, my owgee, my bruthaa, my bff. I cant afford losing this dude. God, help me.