I asked him straight up if he still has feelings with his ex.
He said "Ofcourse, but I dont hope no more."
I was like to myself "Why would you fuckeen say your fuckeen ready if you
still has feelings for her?"
Why would you think you'll get over her when you meet someone new.
Thats so fucked up and I feel stupid believing you that your ready
Well, I told you at first that Im not ready for any relationship at
this moment, but my heart will always be open. You know that. Staight up.
I dont know and it seem like you dont care much about the stupid situation.
Well, why would I waste my time for you? Even I feel like your so different from
other dudes out there. Man, thats hecka shady and what the heck is wrong with you?
What kind of person are you, you like making or creatin some stupid stuff and you'll
leave it behind like nothing happen and you careless. Oh man, its not cool.
I dont feel like talkin to you. The more I open up to you, it feels like you take advantage of the things I do. And you fuckeen feel like Im so down for you and shit.
Not goooood, not coool. Make up your mind and dont say something that you know you isnt sure enough.
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Enough with the bullshits.
Today, I feel so happy with the random things that happened to me!
Tell me why I was at work and this person went to my Lane with his new "FAMILY"
Oh menn, I didnt even recognize him and hes like "I think I know u frome somewhere"
I didnt even say anything and continued what I was doing. And he was writing a check, and damn. I knew it was him. I havent seen him in hecka long. It felt awkward but I know he felt embarassed. Me, seeing him with his wife and baby. LOL. Whattta playerr. Like foreals man I hate players! New booskie for me at work. Ha, it was random too that it was hecka busy and he has to open up a lane cause the GSTL told him to. It was hecka cute how he does that shit. Ha, makes me smile the last hour of work. And when he was talkin or reslovin some stuff by Lane 15. Freakin alyssa dude. She went to my Lane to pay for her shit cause shes off and I told her like "dude tha one in lane 15 is effin cute" and i looked at him right when i say that. And dammmn! He was looken at me. I felt embarassed. And after when Alyssa left he kept lookin and smilin and shit. When I went to the breakroom to clock out, freakin Phillipnigga was there and I asked for the dude's name cause they were talken at Lane 15. And we were hecka gigglin and shit. No homo tho. And he was at the breakroom and we were all there cause Julie and I was takin the bus home together. Ha, hes cute. And i didnt even notice him that much till now. Dammmmn.
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Also, today I went out cousins and nieces. Fun ass day.
Tell me why when I was at DC bart there was hecka people and the bus came and I sat beside this one dude. I did not even look at his face. It was kinda awkward. Well, our jackets were hecka touching each other. And my big ass bag was like on his knees but it was too late when I noticed it. Embarasssing tho. He was sitting by the window and when the bus hit the lakeshire stop i know he was about to be off there and i decided to get off there as well since it aint that far. Dammmmn, cutie tho.
Oh migassh. Enough with boys!
Okayy bye.
God bless.
"Stay with something that will make you happy, not the one that will put so much bullshits in your life."
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