Im sorry if I broke your heart. Im sorry for being imperfect and not knowing what my true feelings are. Sorry if I change my mind easily. Im sorry if I always worry about myself. Almost 4 years of my life thinking and loving this one guy makes me feel that my heart, body and soul is connected to him. Its really difficult. I wanna open my heart to other people, have new relationships, challenge myself. But someone/something just kept holdin me back for not doing all those things. Its really painful for me to hurt other peoples feelings. Going inna relationship without even thinking twice if Im really sure and ready. I dont wanna make other people hopeful for my love, I aint perfect. People expect too much from me, they just dont know how it hurts me. I love TJAT B so much and it makes me feel guilty for entertaining other guys. I mean it aint my fault that they fall for me, I cant stop their feelings but I cant stop mine either towards TJAT B. My love for him is endless, hes definitely priceless. My hopes are high and I just cant move on that easy. Im sorry *189 for doing this to you. For making you so hopeful that you got me, that you got all my love. Please stop thinking that I make a fool of you, that I made you look stupid. I did not. I thought I was ready, but I was not and I told you that straight up. I cut the relationship short in order for us not to get hurt more. I cared for you, I liked you but I just cant love you. Im very sorry. I didnt want this but it happened. Best believe that God planned this for a reason. You do not deserve me, and I know that. I respected you, and you know that. Its difficult, ya'll just dont know how it feels. But it really is. Im out. Peace. God bless.
"If love is true, pain is never a reason to let go."
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