face the truth

Wow its early in the morning and dude its tuesday. Its supposed to be an exciting day for me but now ima be writing some emo shit. Its not always about you. Its not always about what you like or what you think is right. In life, sometimes you have to listen for what others has to say, what they feel and what they prefer most. I don't understand how things go right now.I know you just care for me and I respect you for that but please I know im still a minor but I know how to handle my life. I aint a baby no more, and its not always like that. I have my own desires, wish and dreams that I wanna do by myself. I know we aint like other people out there, I know I can't get what I want anytime I want it and I never wish for it to be like that. I never ask u guys for material things cause I kow ya'll can't even if you want to. All im askin is respect. Respect for my decisions, respect for my friends, respect for the things I love and care most and ofcourse respect for me. I never want us to be like this. Ya'll know I do shit for myself now. I aint tryna be dependent on you guys. I buy my own shit, work for my own good. All I need is trust right now. How could I tell you the truth if I know u won't believe me or you won't lemme do stuff that I intend to do? Im grown even though I act like a kid sometimes. But please, respect me and my feeling and I'll be the happiest person alive.