Unanswered questions

Its something that Ive waited for. Something that I wanted but couldn’t get it. Something that Ive been dreaming of but seemed impossible. Why is He doing this to me, why is He making things sorta difficult for me? Why do I have to go through many obstacles to understand what I really want? There was 28 of ‘em but none of ‘em could make me feel the feeling that Im feeling right now. Why does it look so hard and unreachable? Am I putting my hopes up again for nothing? Is this thing going to end up like how it always ends up for me? Why Why Why? What am I doing wrong? What do I have to do to get my act straight together? Why can’t I just do my own thing and go on in life? Why do I have to go through so much before I learn everything? Why do they always hurt me for? Why can’t they realize I too have feelings? Why am I thinking about you so much? Why does it seem like Im falling out of nowhere? Why do I have so many unanswered questions? Why do I really like you?