TJAT "B"

Its almost 2009. I remmber back in 04 how things used to be. How my life started, how my eyes opened to everything. I miss you though, and you know that everyday of your life. I dont know why things seem to be confusing these days between my feelings and emotions. I feel stupid for what I am doing ang thinking. I really wanna go back in the Philippines, I said that bajillion times but I just cant. Its so hard for me right now, I wish I never went here. I wish theres no America at all. Im thinking about hecka bullshits right now and it makes me feel uncomfortable. I dont know, Ive been jumping to different topics like what Im doing right now. Everytime I see one, I feel like gettin weak. Livin my life without being with that one person. When? Ive been askin that more than 2 years now. I cant wait, I want to love and be loved again. Its been while, I feel like givin up but I know I gotta stay strong and not lose hope. I miss you Timothy John A. Taclas. I wish youre here with me. I cant ask for nothing more when it comes to you. I love and miss you.



"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..."