Lookin back

2008 was a tough year for me. I grew so much knowing that I could handle almost all the situation that comes to me. I learned so much this year. I learned how to become myself and not care about people's bullshit. I learned to share what I have even inna small way. Eventhough there were many obstacles and problems that came to me I appreciate the fact that I resolved all of them. Im so thankful for what I have in life right now. Im thankful for having a job and being able to stay at Target as well as Pizza Hut. Im thankful for meeting new people whose touching my life right now in many different ways. Im thankful for being single for almost 3 years now. Im thankful to God for giving me the courage to tell this one person what I truly feels. I thank God for my family even it really changed big time. Im thankful for my friends who never leaves my side and whos always there even though I dont need them. Im thankful for my life, for another year of hopes, plans, dreams, struggles, challenges and many opportunities. Whatever happen this year, Ima let it happen. God has a plan for me, for you, for all of us. Just go with His flow and everything will turn out good. Im really happy to have God in my life, especially this year, Ive known Him more than I ever thought. Im really glad that I get to live another year here on earth. Life is really short, you'll never know when is your last day. It could be later, 5 mins. from now, tomorrow, next week, or whenever. Be thankful of what you have, and whats coming in your life. Trust God and only God. Have faith in Him and admit that your weak cause God uses your weakness in many different purposes. This year, find your purpose in life, find the meaning of your life, find why God put you on earth, do your mission in life. Share, love, care and trust. Share to everyone who God is, what He did, what He's doing, and what He can do. Love everyone as God loves you. Even your enemies, pray for them that God changes their mind and have peace in life. Care for everyone not just for yourself. Build trust and faith in people especially to God. No trust no love. No love no life. Life is short, you gotta appreciate what you had, have and will have. If shit happens, question yourself "Will this matter 5 years from now?"I did question myself that couple hours ago. Whatever happened back in 04, does it still matter to me? I said "No, it dont" But as i remember some details from 04, it made me realize "It dont matter, but it will always be a part of who I am at this moment" Past is past. It just symbolizes of who we are right now and we really do learn a lot from what we've done. Regret nothing, blame no one. Live like as if theres no tomorrow. Be part of someone else's life. Influence people inna positive way. Be you, do you. Cause in the end, its only you. TRUST GOD. Happpy New Year! Have a good one ya'll. Much love. God bless.



"As we look back through the good old memories, we realize that it makes us who we are right now."