surprises can be exciting yet disappointing

I love how he tries to surprise me bout picking me up at school. I didn't go to school today so I could kick it with him and yeah I was lazy. I love every minute to be with him, but it makes me think every second of those minutes. Does he like me? Or he only see me as a crush or special friend. I don't know Im kinda speechless right now, I love the every minute but Im dying in every second. So its 3:17 right now, I stopped bloggin cus we were just talkin bout stuff inside the breakroom. I wasn't that loud like I used to. I can't believe that he still remembers the 1st day we talked. I don't even remember that, and when he told me I kinda did but I didn't know it was him that I talk to before. Ahww, that's cute. Lol. So yea, he always wanna touch my hair and wanted to look at my kick but I didn't let him to cus he will see all his text message from day 1. Lol. 2 other people came to join us chillin inside d breakroom. Mann, I don't know now. I don't know how I really see him. Fuckk im takin this shit so fast. I mean I just started talkin 2 him like a month ago and now I've been thinking bout him. So around 12 we went to Wamu to cash in his check and then we went to ATT to pay off my bills. It was pretty fun hanging out with him. I work at 4 and im fuckiin sleepy. Mkaay that's it for today. God bless.