Almost there

I know how pathetic that im still talkin about you right now. It seem stupid that I still can't get over you by telling all these people what's in my heart. The 1st time I heard the song Almost by Tamia I said to myself that this is not a good song for u and me. As months pass by, this song is the perfect song for us. I don't know what was wrong, but im definitely sure that we were almost there. I thought that you would see me the way I see you, love me the way I love you and care for me the way I care for you. I surely believe that actions speak louder than words. I saw efforts from you, I saw the love and the way you care, I heard sweet thoughts and thankful words but dude tell me why I never felt it. Im not even gonna lie, I fell so hard for you. I fell to the the point that I wouldn't care what all the bitches had to say or what your friends had in mind. I didn't even listen to my friends who was telling me that you aint worth it. I tried not to listen to my mind who was saying don't be stupid but then I listened and followed my heart. I feel like im used right now. I don't mean used by you but I feel like my personality, my heart and my felings are over used. Im tired of this, im tired of following you, checking up on you, thinking about you and now I don't know if im tired of loving you. I had too much to think about even now, I had so much in mind. Im tired of this everyday routine im tired of this game and stupidness. I wanna get over you and move on with my life. After all I realized that I don't need you in my life, I want you in it but I don't need you. Im done, im tired and im out of this bullshit! Almost 4 mutha fucken years bro! We were almost there, we really was.