Silly little games

Here I go again, blogging is my habit I can’t keep my thoughts shut eventually I got to let them out. So this one random guy added me on Friendster and check it out, he added me on yahoo messenger as well. It’s kind of weird, but hey I have a fan! Hahaha. It’s funny how I don’t care anymore about other niggas who’s tryna holla. Mann, these niggas got their silly little games that my cutie doesn’t even have to do. It’s not that I’m comparing my cutes to this other guys but lemme tell you, he got me caring and thinking so much. It feels different when I’m with him, simple little things feels like it’s a huge thing even though their just simple acts. Mann, it feels like I’m attached to him when I’m really not. As I look at my past today it made me feel that I’m doing some big girl thangg right now. I mean relationships back then were so silly and stupid. I wasn’t even thinking correctly before, I felt dumb and immature. Maybe another reason is because I was dealing with non-sense juvenile people. Now feels like I’m living the reality and facing obstacles like a big girl do. This guy right here means a lot to me, I know it’s weird just because we ain’t committed but I learned that you don’t have to be committed with someone to show that you care for them or to feel loved. Time will come that we will know what’s really up, I mean what we really feels towards each other. I care for him as much as I care for other playas out there. We have this connection that no one might understand, but it’s all good cause we surely know what level we on right now. He’s special; he’s one of a kind typa dude. It’s hard to let go of someone like this, I know I tried for a couple times but something about us that keeps coming back just cause we got used to being with each other or having each other anytime around. I respect the fact that he understands who I am and who I am not. It’s kind of difficult to build another relationship like that. I really do care for this guy right here and I feel like he does the same way too. Oh man, I know it’s too early to say or connect the word love through my blogs, but one day I might say those “love” words. I shall like him for right now maybe one day we’ll get to that part. This man right here got good games though, games that kept me playing like a pro.