Worst Scenario

I never imagine that it will come this far, that they will know, they will see and find out. My heart was beating fast, I was very scared but on the other side I hated myself and I felt embarassed. I dont want to regret anything cause I chose to do what I did but realizing the fact makes me feel guilty and horrible. I’m sorry, I’m not perfect. I can’t deal with this things anymore, like foreals. Too many stuff going on and I dislike to be in this position. I hate to disappoint them, I hate the awkward silences. Mannn, if I could re-do things I would.